my world my words

Sunday, November 23, 2008

and so i went bloghoppin and realize that future has been the common topic for adults who jus turned 18.

future. i never really think about it. i mean teachers always tell you to set goals and all. i set but with nth in mind. yes i do haf dreams but im jus dreamin out loud. thinking about the future freaks me out. setting goals scares the hell out of me. cause when u set your goals and u never really did achieve it, the despair will just leads u to nowhere. i had my own fair shair of dissapointment when i was in sec 2 during a climbing competition. i thot i could clinch that 1st place when i saw my name coming in 1st in the qualifying round. when it came to finals, i climbed but i didnt make it. it took me 1 to 2 weeks to get it over with it. from that moment onwards, i never did really set goals. come what may thats what i told myself. i took exams and test without wanting to think what grade i cud get. i took o levels without thinking much either. 10 years ahead what am i? i have no idea.

but im not goin to let any shit get in my way i guess. life is about failure and success. failure is only failure when u don learn from the failure and you keep on letting it from achieving ur dreams my frens. never ever think that you are the only soul in the world who keep on having failures in ur life. for example the cyber dogs in emy's blog. they fail to be brave and haf the self confidence therefore they decide to take it out on innocent people. they hide behind their computers and discriminate people to make themselves feel better and in control. i don blame that but i believe that they should just stop it and jus thinking about how other people feel.ok i noe example tk perlu kan. look at this way, the more failures in life u haf, the stronger u get. don be selfish and think that failure only comes to you, yourself. for all you know, other people haf their own failures in life too no matter how perfect u think the person is. like the hannah montana song "nobody's perfect but i got to work it". i still do like hannah montana eh.

so u failed. big deal. cry ur guts out for a week or 2 and get it over with. don repeat the failure ah. mourning over it makes u so emo.

so my future will still remain unclear. atleast i noe i dono what i want in life rather than pretending that i noe what i want in life. come what may =D. 10 years down the road. only God knows how it will be like.

its a boring post i noe. but hey, am i bothered? my world my words remember?

with love, NORAMEERA.

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