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Wednesday, October 21, 2009

change is an issue for me. always have always been. these few days well i have been realising well my behaviour well it jus pisses people off i guess.
reasons why im like this well let me tell you a bit of my well life.
i had my puberty around an environment surrounded by boys cause of my cca.
that will xplain my "open" behaviour and why i can "click" with boys. which can be easily be taken as me being a flirt. a reason to say
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the second reason well was partly my fault. watching reality teevee shows and all these shit. but hey
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i came to realise that i dont like the way i behave. you noe beating up people boys in particular throwing vulgarities as though its my second language. in malay my behaviour "carik kebencian org"
i would rather attack people physically cause words can kill. people without realising kill me with words. words that hey you may think that i may not take it to heart but everyone has their own you noe limits. i would rather you come and beat me up cause i will find it less painful.
maybe im jus sick of my own behaviour or maybe
maybe i realise that only a handful of people can really handle me. the girls and the gayboys. i think being my ownself in school is not goin to be a good idea. it has nvr been a good idea for now i realised the consequences.
change will still be an issue for me but fuck you all. what if i say i am who i am and have my own fucking thumbprint and fuck i cant be myself cause i wouldnt be fcuking treated seriously or the way u should be treated. im jus sick of the way im being treated but what can i do since i was the one who brought this upon myself?
in the first place why am i writing all this shit? but fuck my world my words and fuck you all. well not all. particularly only to those who judge.
with love, NORAMEERA.

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